The owner is Allah :)
I've been in my lowest point previous week and the early start of this week.
Tak tau kenapa tapi hati ni shatter kaw2 punya. rasa tu mcm lagi worst dari heartbroken. seriously .
penah rasa sedih tapi tak dapat nangis?
the pain in chest , very weak but have to stay cool.
The face keep drawing a smile, tapi dalam hati hujan lebat dah kot.
that's what i've been facing past few days. dalam office kot gila nak nangis, kang nangis mata bengkak weird kot.
Indescribable feeling, Allah is testing me. Syaitan keep on kipas2 kasi lagi sedih. lomah den.
But i fight my stupid emotion by talking to my best fren, cry to Allah and ask Him to take away the pain or replace it with a little happiness. Alhamdulillah i am way better today :) .
I know there's some attachment to those good memories before and when Allah take it away , the pain is too deep, too bad, too sad. Hilang identiti diri, hilang kekuatan diri but when u trust all those come from Allah, ask Him to fix those. Nobody can fill the hole or heal something broken better other than the Owner itself which is Allah The Almighty. Rabbi yassir wala tuassir , rabbi tamim bi kheir. :) takes for healing and take those pain back ya Allah.
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