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“Life is either a daring adventure or nothing. -Helen Keller”

Friday, May 18, 2018

May blossom!

Salam ramadhan,

Its been awhile, so many things in April and May.  still havent got time to write in my Japan journey. alhamdulillah for the rezki today. Thank you see-eye-dee-bee haha .
so many to say but i dont know how to put into words. I am thankful that i'm on the path that bring me to feel so thankful, so grateful and normal again like in 2016.
Not distracted, focus and way forward. i didnt know that 27 years old is the year that i start to feel a lil bit matured, started ok not fully. haha
i realized that, i less questioned things that happen , i didnt fore Allah to answer my prayer on the spot , but i more understand what Allah had taught me in the previous year or months.
Life is full of uncertainty, but with Allah in my heart, i wouldnt need to doubt anything.
Thanks for letting me feel enough with just by myself, family and friends around.

allahumma inni asalukal 'afiah. this had been the doa that i wont miss to ask daily.


Regards,
Fee

Saturday, March 10, 2018

March Marching :)

Kita hidup dengan aturan Tuhan ,
dan pilihan Tuhan. 

Its a blessing :)

Monday, February 12, 2018

Helo Feb :)

“..Ya Tuhanku, berilah aku petunjuk agar aku dapat mensyukuri nikmatMu yang telah Engkau limpahkan kepadaku dan kepada kedua orang tuaku, dan agar aku dapat berbuat kebajikan yang Engkau redhai, dan berilah aku kebaikan yang akan mengalir sampai kepada anak cucuku. Sungguh, aku bertaubat kepada Engkau, dan sungguh, aku termasuk orang Muslim.” – al Ahqaf : 15

“Bukankah Kami telah melapangkan dadamu? Dan kami pun telah menurunkan beban darimu. Yang memberatkan punggungmu. Dan kami tinggikan sebutan (nama)mu bagimu. Maka sesungguhnya bersama kesulitan itu pasti ada kemudahan. Sesungguhnya bersama kesulitan ada kemudahan. Maka apabila engkau telah selesai (dari suatu urusan), tetaplah bekerja keras (untuk urusan yang lain. Dan hanya kepada Tuhanmulah Engkau berharap.” – al Insyirah : 1-8

Daripada Abu Hurairah r.a., Nabi SAW bersabda : “Siapa yang ALLAh kehendaki kepadanya kebaikan, nescaya ALLAh mengujinya.” – HR. Bukhari

Daripada Abu Said al-Khudri r.a. dan Abu Hurairah r.a., Nabi SAW bersabda : “Tidak menimpa seorang mukmin suatu penyakit yang berpanjangan, kepayahan, sebarang jenis kesakitan, dan kesedihan malahan kedukacitaan, melainkan dihapuskan sebahagian dosa-dosanya.” – HR. Bukhari & Muslim

Sunday, January 14, 2018

Mystery

Haha what a title there .
was called to share something which relate to my career. Career tu rezeki, which i neva thought of even change my company in 2017. But something happen that makes me push my self to look for different opportunity .

I'm applying many ....but two opportunities came knocking . Making me have to choose and think wisely. I have no answer at that moment. Two companies with different chances. Company A with the one that i know and use to work with. My senior, and i really want to work with him, but deep inside i'm not so sure if choosing to work with him would be the best for me in the long run.

On the other side company B is an unexpected opportunity that came which it is never in my list that i put hope on it. It comes right after i istikharah . When i asked Allah to really help me. If company A is not the best for me dunia akhirat then there will be something that come in between.

Then poof, i received a called to come iv. Without so much preparation i attend and i came back with no hopes at all and in fact i have redha and kill those hope that i have towards company B. Tiba2, bila kita betul2 redho, the opportunity come again and it stir me. I need to choose and with the help of  Allah , n those people and family around i choose company B and taking whatever risk that might come .I'm not sure for how long but yeah not that i know previously that i will change company.

Life is so unpredictable here. We want something but we are not sure how to start , but then i start off praying for something good for myself. Then slowly chances will come without knowing at all. Rezeki and whatsoever is rahsia dari Tuhan . and once we get it, we will thanked Him so much. apa yang Tuhan nak is, for us to pray, make an effort and put everything on Him. Even the smallest things just let Him handle. The Almighty hold us , He have the power to change everything even we are so confident  and thought we know our self better, Allah knows us better inside out, knows what is good for us and what is not. When we put God first, everything will fall in its place. Thank you so much. I'm thankful at the moment. We keep looking for answer, but we will only understand when the right times come. So stop searching for whatever answer that u want to seek, dont force Allah to give us the answer , and dont make a decision which is ahead of Allah's decision.  Just appreciate what is in front of us . That will make us feel more content and happier.

fee.

Monday, January 8, 2018

08012018

In the phase of cleansing my heart,
Something feels so genuine lately, 
The tears are real,
The waves shall pass,
If its good then may Allah put a blessing in it,
If its wrong then may Allah heal, take it away , make it easy with no regrets. 
Rabbi yassir wala tuassir rabbi tamim bi kheir.