“Life is either a daring adventure or nothing. -Helen Keller”

Saturday, April 22, 2017

Life cycle 2017.

Helo April,

Life have been progressing real fast since start working again in Sept 2016.Its been almost 8 months. Too busy with werks. Been observing people around me, ada yg dah naik gaji, ada yang dah bertambah anak, ada yang nak kawen xde calon haha, and i'm still chill with my current life being in comfort zone at least at this moment. Nak plot life journey tu but i'm taking a break from all not so comfort zone yet. hehe

We meet and split with people bcz Allah had our journey differ from them. The first split was heavy and i didnt realize but i learn. Then in 2015 there's another split which pain enough to deal with and i've met my senior again and i thought we will fully split tapi Tuhan dah tentukan that we are inseparable as friend :) and am so hapy up until now my silly funny crazy senior still here.

In late 2016, there's a friend that Allah want me to learn about. Someone so similar and at first i thought this is crazy but yeah there's a person who have the same value as i am, click intellectually, after qila din, this kind of person impress me. But yet again people have different life journey and its time to have different pathway. And this time around i can learn about new people if there's any , it will be easier for me to plot and being serious in my life goal, and thanks to him that I can focus on my early intention to get closer to Allah, not putting anyone more than Almighty and put my heart and my sleeve and dunia in my hand. So even if i need to let go it not as much pain as i felt in the split I had in 2014,2015 and 2016.

Well one nice journey and learning process. May Allah bless .

Monday, January 2, 2017

2017 ; May it be a blessing good journey.

Hapy New Year.
2016 had flies real fast for me. Too busy to even realized and too many things on that year glad Allah had help me go through. Alhamdulillah finish my Master of Sc in Project Management. :D
Back to work since last Sept and been real busy but glad so far its better. Hope for more blessing from the almighty.

I wish to start the year with purely good intention, bless, ikhlas and more closer to the Almighty. Not chasing any duniawi things. Not dare to look at my age tho. I hope no one would ask that cray question, i'm not ready plus when u grew up and met with lots of people , your are so clear that feelings are the gift from the Almighty and it wont be gaining simply from anyone that cross path you.

I've met those who had an opposite characters from me, but there's kindness and humanity i gain from them.
I even met those who click in terms of chemistry and let them go.
I even met those who had been to the same place , been liking the same thing and been doing the things that i've been doing.
Even met those who have the same characters and same thinking but not hoping or wanting anything from them.
Human, fated and destiny is so unique . So let's meet up with those who want to cross path me in this 2017.

May Allah ease the journey. Amin.

Sunday, September 18, 2016

Fresh start . Helo September 2016

One year ago, my September was about starting my post grad study and this year i start my job again.
With different intention which is not fully for money, but keberkatan is what i'm seeking for.
It feels different, its not that hectic as before. Happy tu subjective but yea alhamdulillah its good to be back.

Still completing my thesis and a few more subject left on this final semester.
May Allah ease everything.
Its good to see people around seems like having a good life,
Its good to see bunch of familiar face,
Its good to see makcik tea lady pun still ada lagi,
Its good to see the same cleaner,
Yang stress dah tone down a little become more happy,
Yang sakit dah sembuh,
Yang single dan tak percaya kat institusi perkahwinan dah pun kahwin,
Those split out from us still have chance to see them again,
Fate sometimes fated you to meet those people again.
Bukan sekali, tapi berkali-kali
what's next tak sure lagi, short term goal is i need my snorkeling trip :D hehe

till then be good 2016.

Thursday, July 21, 2016


have u heard of Pilates? lebih kurang macam yoga tapi hardcore sket. 
For those yang malas nak jogging nak pegi gym try out pilates pose/ video kat youtube. 
You can burn ur raya food and build strength with either yoga or pilates or both.

Umur dah tak makin muda so its good to stretch out and build core inner muscle. I hate jogging cuz i'm not a good runner, prefer swimming sbb dia main breathing and relax tak payah nak paksa muscle kaki je . haha

Then bila try out yoga and pilates even without class, can feel body bit lighter, lebih strong, u sweat like crazy sbb posture dia tough2. even 10-15 minute pun dah best. effect dia mmg some pain in the muscle akan rasa sbb muscle x penah gune . so siapa yg malas try out this. :D

Tuesday, June 28, 2016

Last 10 nights of Ramadhan

Haritu cati shared during this last 10 days keep on sedekah everyday, recite Quran, pray and doa'. Even if we missed the night at least we had done all that insya Allah.

There's so many stories shared via social networking. This year i learnt that berkat, ikhlas, sedekah , relationship with Allah and parents sangat sangat penting. Berkat tu sangat penting in many aspect of our life. If there's something wrong dalam hidup ni we have to reflect back and look back what we had done to those around us and how's our relationship with Allah and parent.
Bahagia atau tak kita is actually based on that and based on what had we done in our life.
Did we turn down those people that came across to ask for help?
Did we turn down those who come from mintak sedekah?
Did we disobey Allah and hurt our parent?
If we did Allah will pay back the karma which makes our life in difficult not-so-hapy situation.
Scary kan? I think if we had kids or untuk diri sendiri teach ourself pasal berkat.
Ilmu tu perlu keberkatan, so dont do anything that might cause ketidak berkatnya. Sebab it will effect us masa kerja who knows. I read those in fb. scary kan. Cari redha dan berkat Allah tu penting cuz it will lead to happiness dan kelapangan hidup insya Allah.

Forget all those non-halal relationship goals. cuz those halal one written from Allah is indeed better.
When u getting older, i didnt wish for more luxurious things. I just want a little happiness, berkat, good relationship with parent and Allah, being the best khalifah, and not chasing duniawi much. Menjadi QS sedikit sebanyak had taught me a lot in life. Pasal human, pasal hati, pasal hidup, matang, berkat, relationship with people around, kindness and pain. Plus kebergantungan kepada Allah at my very lowest point. When i'm at verge i think i'm gonna drown cuz i'm physicall and mentally not afford to Allah is always there when i'm crying and asked for help. He gave me helps in the form of His gift which I always not expect to but u feel it with ur heart dan bersyukur tak terhingga. Takut nak masuk kerja balik, tapi kali ni seriously i'm gonna try to make it right by chasing the akhirat n find redha Allah in working and not to hurt anyone hopefully. I just need to breathe while working. Rabbi yassir wala tuassir rabbi tamim bi kheir.