Salam,
Helo watcu doin? blog had been so lame so far.
i dont know what to write, cuz i've been hiding the real feels deep inside. am scared to share publicly cuz the more ppl know the more i feel unsafe. i never allow ppl to see the vulnerable part of me. i completely not wanting any human creature to get close to me. am strong with just myself and Allah. i dont want human to protect me or even try to care or gimme extra attention. i dont want to accept that at the moment. i'm not sure what i want yet. But i want to get close to The Almighty and i wish Allah will invite me to Mekkah soonest insya Allah amin.
In terms of career ok la so far, workload is breathable but the truth bout me is i'm missing my super hectic life that i used to have. I am a weird creature which i plot my dream and goals one after another. 2018 had been the year where life slow down a lil bit. Allah is granting me time, to open my eyes and soften my heart. To learn about ppl , to see and detached from the unnecessary .
People have been following the normal life timeline, but i beg to differ. I choose my life path according to hati. What i feel at ease and comfort that is what lead me to. I dont mind chasing the goals or dream but not human creature. Hidup ni tak pasti, i dont know my heart well enough. Its full of uncertainty. Allah je yang akan tentukan. hehe
see, until this point i dont know what to say anymore. have a good day people..have a good one.
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