#Random

Salam & helo everybody :)

Owh ye, hmmmmmmm technology ni ada baik dan buruk it depends on how each people handle it in their life.  Kalau yang buruk tu den nak shout "screw the technology" . Well as Malaysian we have that caring attitudes towards the others. Bagus rakyat m'sia ni.

In my opinion, i dont get it and i cannot digest why on earth gadis perempuan yang comel dan cantik buat video yang ....... er xtau nak cakap camna.
I know some ignorant will say to me "if u dont like it, dont watch".
Yeah betul. The first video mmg i act such an ignorant. I dont even care who the girl is and not interested to know.

But the second video, the other girl do is . . . . . . -______-
Well , ok no matter what people gonna say, i have my own opinion and thoughts in mind. I'm judgmental too. Ini blog den, so den pun nak komen kat sini sorg2. malas nak bash sapa2.

First thing before kita buat something, have we ever thought of the consequences ?
At least kalau bukan untuk diri kita, we can think of our parents. Dont we? (I'm not saying i'm a good child either, i'm such a stubborn and nakal kid jugak, tapi as we grow kita learn something from our parent,teachers, ustaz and ustazah). Satu hari nnt kalau umo kita panjang and we become parent , kita nak ke our inheritance do that to us? Buat something without pikirkan nama baik dan jasa kita, apa yg kita ajar dia . At least kalau kita bukan la anak yg baik, at least put them in our mind and heart. At least think DEEPLY before u do something.

Bukan tu je, people around are judging especially bila kita ni girl. See banyak orang orang yang care dekat gegirl. People will sentuh  issue like "Where's your pride ?". Bila buat benda yang pelik2 macam tu, mana pride kita as a women? Perempuan ni mahal kot. And indeed kite kena jual mahal cuz we have a pride and ego to take care of. Even in Islam perempuan tak di pandang rendah dari zaman dulu lagi. Orang yg selfish akan cakap, "Ni video i, suka hati i la nak buat ape. Haters back off!" .

hehhh you carry other girls name as well eh. Orang akan start label perempuan mcm tu dan macam ni. Kesian kat susu , nila setitik terlalu selfish dan dah rosakkan satu belanga susu.

After watch the video, i read maklum balas dari pandangan lelaki. As a girl, rase malu kot. I'm not doing it tapi mcm terkena tempias sekali. Sebab i'm a girl jugak. I do understand that girl feeling, at this kind of age, adrenaline rush. We have a crush and we want our crush to notice us. That's normal. Kalau xde crush tu macam x normal la pulak.

U can try other way, cuba la something yang lebih menampakkan maruah kita tinggi. Or try being friend with ur crush in a good way , bukan la pegi flirt atau mengorat. tu lain kes. hahaha. Ni bukan setakat crush tawu, almost the whole malaysia knew that u got a feeling for him. Nanti at some point bila kita dah start matured sikit kita akan rasa , amende la yg kita dah buat dulu2 kala. malu kot. haha i've done my silly part jugak in life  before and indeed i regret it so badly sampai sekarang. We cant erase those unless hilang ingatan. But take it as a positive growing process.

Perempuan ni unik, some might see us , alah perempuan ni lemah and condemn the way we do works, tak percaya kat ability kita , and now our opposite gender sangat care dgn the way we dress up. Banyak kat fb. Perempuan ada 9 nafsu kot weh, bukan ktorg yang nak, but we've created that way. Its normal bila perempuan nak itu dan ini, nak ikut arus peredaran fashion dan some sort of stuff yg lain. Tapi with limits la, kita try hard untuk limit it and control. As a girl i honestly want the world to trust yang perempuan ni boleh pegi backpacking sorang2 kat negara asing, boleh drive sorang2 malam2, boleh buat itu dan ini sendiri. Tapi my mom pun wont let me either. --' sedih. See tak semua orang akan lepas kan a girl to do this and that on your own.

There's an incident where i want to cross the road and walking ramai2 with  friends from the same gender and opposite gender. I know the car wont langgar me cuz i keep in mind "kalau dia langgar dia salah" haha and i'm not in the middle of the road, space besar lagi. But then an opposite gender fren tarik me to protect takut kereta tu langgar kot. Wow sampai macam tu people around care for a girl safety.
Even bila i want to go HK untuk exchange my male teammate cakap "take care of her" kat my HK fren padahal x sampai seminggu we built the friendship. Look at how protective people are to a girl even there's no special feeling or relationship. People have that random thought yang girl need to be protected anytime anywhere. I feel bless.

Life of a girl ni grow ikut phase, umur nak masuk teen age, perempuan suka untuk act tomboy-ish, try to deny we got feeling for guy. Macam tak kisah the existence of a guy sbb kan tomboy kena la hati keras. haha kelakar tapi serious betul.

Middle teen , sekolah menengah, usha senior. haha ni pun klaka tapi true story. Ce tanye the other girl. Sama je semua. Bukan ar gatal tapi we're in the growing process. We look at people and get attracted to them. Kalau tak, kurang normal la kot. Some peeps gotta experience more difficult growing situation. heartbroken and stuff and struggling with school life.

Then nak masuk early 20, a girl change to become more feminine and mula nak ikut trend. Still looking around and being fren with anyone serta extend networking. Early twenty kan haha.

 Now i'm 21 nak masuk 22. Start bosan ngan trend yang laju tu, and infact study pun semakin hectic, busy and difficult. Xde masa sangat nak berfashion2. Bukan la ketinggalan zaman tapi just stick to whatever makes me comfortable dan ikut event la. Glad that i'm studying in UM and dalam faculty yang agak realistik which i dont have to struggle with fashion. I dont wear make up to lecture, cukup la lip balm , bedak compact and concealer yg nak hide eye bags sbb tak cukup tido.
Masa universiti life ni la kita kena take time to build up our character, and take up some skill to learn , dan dengan sendiri we will feel very comfortable dgn diri kita, we will have that confident and self esteem to meet people. Buat la apa yg kita nak, take language classes ke, buat bungee jump or mount climbing ke, learn how to play music instrument ke, try take swimming lesson, cooking class, exchange/backpacking or active kat university. Its never too late, bak kata org better late then never. hehehe
Experience tu lagi penting and those inner character will attract people tak kisah lah same gender atau opposite gender. People will look at you because of you , your character and cara bawa diri dengan orang . Physical appearance akan jatuh tempat kedua. This depends on people.Even tak cantik or tak hensem, people will respect us and appreciate our character indeed. Kalau single , xyah la nak down sangat takde org nak or tak laku. Allah had create one for u in ur life. Yakin je dengan Allah. Kadang secara tak sedar actually there's a random person who look at us. We wouldn't know either tapi akan ada. Cuz i'm ignorant i never realize this.  (haha ada satu kisah pasal ni tapi just keep it) 
Well at this age i dont consider myself to deal with heart matters pun. crush pun xde sekarang ni. kesian betul. tapi i feel the freedom! i have more time to chase my dream and spend with family & goodfrens :)
Seriously phone pun tah selalu kemana2 je,  malas nak charge and biar je bateri drain camtu . my phone bills pun beberape ringgit je setiap bulan. hahaha jimat weh. No heartache, no jealousy, hidup bahagia je.  those who tak appreciate single life dia rugi XD

so dnt worry much dear girl about ur love life. Give a chance to urself to build more on ur characters, challenge urself, berbakti pada keluarga, dan give the best to Allah sebab Allah never disappoint me and Allah will never disappoint u too. Being friend je dengan semua orang include your crush. Those yang rasa nak buat video jugak tu, better think before u do. Cuz people are judging and most importantly take good care of our pride :)

bye.