learning process

it neva stop until u choose to stop it .
I dont have much time to write good entry about myself , my life and my secret ?? lol the secret part no need cuz there's no secret at the moment .

One thing that i believe on certain thing that is happening is "The more i know the less i like " .

Busy with few stuff recently , its normal but facing kind of different stress in work . Like last Thursday i had a so called drawing class with "beloved-lah-sangat" lecturer . Ohmaigod . I dont know whether she is human ke bukan, because the work she gave us was superrrrr WEIRDO . I didnt even kno what's the point of her ask us to draw a lot and a lot sedang kan we dont even understand why we should understand and memorize the drawing . Seriously i dont mind if she give up to 5 but she give 14 drawing yang macam nak muntah . I do all 14 drawing from 10am to 4pm . As long as she bahagia . I feel like almost give up .

Pastu rushing to learn stuff and gone for another long day . I choose to go for episode and skip the class . If i went to class i didnt get any cuz i'm mentally and physically tired :0 hahah

At episode i just go with the flow , my brain cant function, body less responding , so i didnt react much to whatever energetic things are happening. heheh sorry . I think got some realize how not energetic i am there . I'm loosing every energy that i have .

Even when mom call i'm in the middle of meeting, call mom back after few hours more, yea mom sorry i'm too busy with the stuff around . How could i improve on this ? maybe wish God gimme more time to settle stuff . hehe suka hati je kan ?

But when i reach my room at least i can breathe , re energized and start working until 4am . Friday class at 9am . Doing designing stuff inside HE class . Sorry ur history class was dammmm boring . For evening class i dont even think and not absorbing cuz i was soooo damn sleepy .

I am sleeping in the train . This week is the most longest week i ever had and extending my working skill to something not in my study scope which is poster designing, t-shirt designing , hahahaha . Boss said are we try to join COMM lol no lah . I like the job but i have more things to do to focus on that heheeeee

So here i think i gain admin stuff from Vice President FA & gain design stuff from VP COMM and i develop a lot under my team RR and with loads of guidance from VP PM . I learnt on how to send hype up excited email from people above . They are busy but yet superbly energetic . Its not that i cant be like them but it just that i still save my time to get a life . heeehe .

I like what Aisyah Razali said , home is like a charger and me is like a battery . When i go home i recharge my self and struggle for the coming week . Seriously my battery life can last from Monday-Friday ONLY =))

haha,that's apart of my life currently . I multi tasking a lot which is sometimes not good cuz i didnt focus on things i do . Mind was thinking about something else, hand is typing, and i'm in the middle of doing other things . It wasn't good actually hahaha but i love doing that .

The situation that always happen is i walk to catch a bus, hand is tweeting and mind thinking about the what's the next thing i have to solve . Sometimes its hard but i still doing it =p heeee

I feel like a need a secretary . I dont remember important dates i'll be facing . That's bad and now i understand why boss need a secretary and why big BIG people have no time to spend on simple simple stuff cuz they have more important things to do with their TIMEEEE .

p/s: if u read till the end , you are the most awesomest person i ever know/dont know HAHAH . Cuz i just speak out what's in my mind and heart . Sleepyhead wanna off to bed. nitey nite .


End writing at 2.32am.