bad things happen .

i dont know where to write . I keep a lot of things in my head and in my heart .
duno what to describe about certain human , yang never appreciate and feeling grateful on things we did to help them and ease them out . I never ask for any repay . Cuz when i help , i do for my self and for us too .

Its about group work . Selama ni we've been doing ok . Its not my first time having a group work . Most of my group work task flow easily . But this time Allah give us a kind of challenge having a member yang errrr speechless .

Its not good to list out bad things about her . No use . But only one slight mistake we did , terlupa nak tanya what time is her class finish and we already bought a ticket to site visit she give a bad word . what on earth ? i was shocked to received that . I know u are busy , wey all of us are DAMN BUSY too lah weh . I neva complaint on how busy i am but still spend time to do my work in group work . I called and called here and there , pegawai sana n sini until i think they bored to ever heard of my name , but i put aside of the shame feel i have so that our group work finish and successful . I've secured appointmnt , the other member fax rushingly, do the letter and everything, some were finding info and do research , we didnt complaint weh . U did nothing we didnt complaint . you are our LEADER some more . I thought u wanna pick this responsiblity but u stay quite and tak ambik tau every single thing happen for our project . So we slowly work . Then bcz of terlupa at all with ur diff schedule u keluar kan damn words to me . I can fight back if u want , but i dont . sebab i have maruah, pikir that u are my fren and we are working in a group . I cant do that . but u ? neva thing of that aite ? selfish!!!!!!

I call mom, mintak mom help to cakap with ibu sue as if me and group mates could stay at her house . She said can, even cook for us and nak hantar lagi . ambik from terminal bus . awwww sweet . u never appreciate it ? fine . u did nothing wehhh . seriously after this please handle everything . we already did our part half way , lps ni nak cari org utk buat autocad and design , buat model and etc . I got someone yg can help out in auto cad . tapi let u handle . i wont help anymore . seriously .

If u want me to list out my busyness to i can , i was quite busy handle my project , nite classes . busy dari pagi smpai malam . working until my body canot take it anymore . Rush here and there . meeting, meeting and a lot of meeting . i never complaint cuz this intergrated project is my responsibility . My marks and my future kalau tak habis lah gred , i not stupid to sacrifice my gred .

i dont give reason like u did . sorry if my word hurt . tapi i still keep everyting and try to treat u nicely . now i cant take it anymore . i just hope to end this project and let u take everything .

p/s: i cant be nice all the time . i am weak human after all.