october : simple life update.

Salam and hi :)

Life currently different, feel a bit empty as classes not that hectic as before. So many free time, after class no homework. Actually Allah give me and others chance to get closer to Him. Before this the intention is there but the time is always constraint. Alhamdulillah cati ada untuk ingatkan. It wasn't easy to force ur heart to fakingly (not fake in a bad way) do a good things like gathering and listening usrah. Syaiton always in the middle prohibit me doing something better. But alhamdulillah, slowly aite. "Allah suka yg sedikit tapi berterusan" :D kan?

Found my self lacking in a lot of things, i dont know why i didnt really practicing tajweed well. rasa dumb bila lupa. seriously. But i'm very thankful to Allah as He grant and bless me with wonderful family and friends around to keep remind me :) . and still i'm a plain girl who still learnin' and insya Allah will keep on practicing what I've preached :D Live in Malaysia is convinient as surau or masjid is around even though u are out, u could still full fill the pillar of the deen. Tapi kena jihad hati and nafsu dari segi lain pulak mencabar. i bet malaysian girl know ape yg selalu kita struggle kan.

This sem, monday nite usrah dengan cati and kolej 6th mates, selasa nite cati ajak kelas tajweed, thursday selalu ade islamic talk. randomly in the evening pegi jog and gym, one of the day in the week pegi swimming, friday nite for women in UM.

Bak kata sheikh yahya, dont plan too much for the future. I dont have much future plan, i'm going with the flow, i'm not ready to be a QS, i dont have that passion yet in me. Ilmu di dada tak cukup lagi plus i hope i can survive working life later. somebody please save me to work in other field ? pretty please?? hehe. My little future plan yg ade is to finish up my degree, going for grad trip , pay back hutang ptptn and bonding for experience, contributing and give back to parent continue-ing for master perhaps and the other part is fixing and improving those lacking dalam diri ini. yg lain2 tak pikir lagi, x sanggup nak pikir n malas nak pikir. I dont deny future sake yang Allah tentukan, justfollow the flow and putting some goals in life untuk bersemangat sikit kejar cita2 :D

And the little tiny dream of mine is, i hope Allah could grant my bff and good frens wish to have somebody who could full fill half part of their heart ;) . Kadang kita rasa benda macam impossible but always believe that "Allah will answer ur prayer" . I believe, i dont know how and when, but insya Allah i think Allah will grant and fulfill their wish =) . Have faith .

dan oktober pn tiba, i wish my knowledge will increase , dan kerajinan serta semangat will increase jugak , amin.

till then.