Hidup sangat adil.

Salam Jumaat .

What with the title ? just terpanggil to write about this. After going thru and observe some of life cycle around then obviously kita semua nampak and feel that life is so fair. So stop saying hidup x adil and blame takdir masing. Tuhan akan bagi kalau kita minta. Minta betul2 sungguh2. Kalau dia tak bagi sekarang dia akan bagi nanti waktu dan saat yang sesuai. :)

Alhamdulillah, for whatever i've gone through, how tired i feel my life was and try to keep the spirit and not to give up . When i'm in deep deep sadness which i dont know what would be the remedy for it , i turn to Allah and mengadu to Him. Alhamdulillah u'll have that amazing feeling.

Sebelum ni i was quite envy with people yang tak study seriously but still get a good and high grades and me ? not that lucky to do that . I have to really struggle to gain what i want. Lama-lama i can accept that :) . I want to study abroad after SPM but i didnt get it right after SPM tapi i actually forget and might not realize that i asked Allah for that like so many times dulu dan Alhamdulillah :) now only i realize it. Cuma waktu , tuhan bagi pada waktu yang kita tak jangka tapi tuhan Maha Mengetahui segalanya.

I was envy again with people who get scholarship and stuff . Susah rupanya nak dapat and i know it really hard for me to get it. I've tried for few years but still did not manage to get it . I still keep on praying for that and hope in future boleh la dapat. Alhamdulillah :) unexpectedly Allah gerakkan hati. Kita kut kata hati kita , doa dan cuba tawakal. Alhamdulillah . Allah Maha besar.

now after realizing everything at this age, i think semua antara kita ada takdir masing2, rezeki , tuah dan dugaan tertentu.

Hari tu baca kat timeline twttr "Kalau masa bercinta mengalami kesusahan, Allah akan bagi kesenangan masa sudah berkahwin" . Amazingly fair enough wordings tu. We cant have both . Kalau rezeki have both maybe part lain kurang sikit ke . We never knows but Allah knows everything about us Dunia Akhirat.

In the conclusion, respect others dan rezeki nya and never give up to ask from Allah apa yang kita hajat kan dan mahukan. insya Allah.