friend zone !

helow people! i 'm too free to do this kind of random entry . i'm not at home , i'm in Penang, rumah granma ku. chinese sibuk raya, melayu pun nak raya, well 1 malaysia ! hihi

weird weird topic aite, but its happening to people around. could be me, and maybe u?

As according to "Urban dictionary"

Friend Zone

What you attain after you fail to impress a woman you're attracted to. Usually initiated by the woman saying, "You're such a good friend". Usually associated with long days of suffering and watching your love interest hop from one bad relationship to another. Verb tense is "Friend-ed".

...nah! tht's long meaning from urban dict.

actually frenzone happen to both guy and girl . maybe bcz guys tot that happen to them always , doesnt mean x berlaku pada gegirls . heart feeling cnot be forced so once a girl/guy u have crushed on or loves so much thought and treat u as fren its hard for u to change that and making them fall hard for kindaaaa impossible but depends on u how to tackle them la kan.

hehe sejak twenty ni topic pun more to feeling2 . ehehe

if you anggap all frens then that's ur choice but there's always someone that u think special inside no matter how good you are to them , and how close u are as fren, u wont put any "fren zone" sign to them, they will always bcome special in ur heart.Someone that u willing to lower ur ego, that's the hardest thing weh . If if u do feel that to one person, seriously that person is always important to u.

Friend zone situation depends on you. you decide who u want to treat special and who is ur fren and who will always be forever friend. Personally, kawan yg kita kenal dari kecik, yang sama2 comot dengan kita, see us grow and all jarang pulak kita nak simpan perasaan special tu sebab dah sebati sebagai kawan and kalau usik2 pun memang no more than friend. Kalau di salah ertikan frenship itu from the other side terpulang .

We cant against God's fate . We might fall for our friend . whatever it is heart decide. Believe in ur heart , u can lie to ur brain, but u can force ur heart to lie too . Cuz when u really have a strong feeling towards somebody, without knowing when and why it will suddenly beat tremendously, even u wanna have a simple hi chat could make ur breathe up and down in a weird way. Cuz God is the one who give u the feeling , we are human and we fall for human that we find attractive, or chemically connected or someone that u feel you and most comfortable with .

Girl can live with anyone and can let their love grow for anybody , macam mar kata "cinta boleh di pupuk" well that's for girl. But if guys they will only live with someone that "they can't live without" and if they dont fall for one girl, u cant force them to fall for u seriously. (opss i watch too much k drama lately & novel --'). From a girl that is so stubborn and ego like me, i hardly accept or adapt with things, surrounding and people easily . U need to gimme time to feel comfortable , and if di paksa to do something , i will hardly rebel not doing it, or if u catch me to paksa me do something i will run far away . Mcam budak kan? hehe tapi tu la perangai manusia, my perangai jugak. Orang kata perempuan mcm kerak nasi nanti lembut jugak , mana ada --' .

but why i think, i am more to "guys punye perangai" ? i cant force myself and people cant force me to like something i dont like. Macam beli barang, kalau benda tu memang dari awal x berminat, but if i buy, i wont use or wear. Gila membazir, but that's me, even untuk barang i will put my heart on it. Hahaaa complicated kan? yes VERY!

and another thing i learn about guys, girl always use hint to make guys konon nye understand . Buttttt GUYS wont and they dont care of those hint u give girlsss . If u like something about them and want them to act like u want say it, cuz they will change to what u like about them, but must voice out la.AGAIN this is me, i dont understand hint and i dont understand bunga2 word or stuff, be straight forward with me, muahaha .

the more i write, the more i wonder, kenapa i do have those guys punye attitude, cuz i influence more of my dad's genetic . i'm honest when i like or i dont like about something,i dont know how to express feeling but once i care for people around me, i will always keep them protected. I dont care about my health as i always believe it will recover sendri, i'm not good in taking care of health, some peeps yg keep saying "take care" and ask "ko ok tak, sihat x" makes me feel so touch. why U so nice? . I keep anger inside and i dont simply curse to people, sebab diorg human jugak same like me, do mistake & God's creation . When something like "take care" word coming out from me , seriously i meant it, cuz i dont simply said that , sebab i choose to said things dari hati and only when i mean it . I bet if i was born as a guy, kesian la girls kat dalam dunia ni . Allah knows better and that is why i am a girl now. hehe =)

p/s: semakin panjang mengarut2 . haha , xyah baca la people .