upset grrrr.

i never been so damn angry or geram with people .
But this time, i cnot hold it . i canot hide it or be cool with it .
as for me frenship is very important and all my frens are important . But i was totally wrong in judging fren, not all is nice to u , not all fren with all their heart and not all CARE for frenship . Before this i think my frens a re all best! all great ! all awesome! but today i found out that , the close one the one that i know for quite a long time, is never a true fren . The fren is only fren because of benefit .

It is not that the fren kikis my money , or stabbed back me or what , but the fren never feel free to be a fren, or tak ikhlas la in frenship . I know that , who me to judge keikhlasan orang kan, but bila tuhan nak tunjuk kita memang akan tau jugak .
Terlajak perahu boleh berundur, terlajak kata badan binasa. Now facebook are revealing everything !

maybe afta this i just pretend like we are fren, but deep inside it would never be the same . I dont know but when u are so good to me than i can be super nice to u! Like "i can be a good fren but bad enemy " yeahh something like that !
i treat my goodfrens like we are family , but it hurts so bad when they actually neva thought or appreciate u as their fren . FINE , my kindness will just stop for u .

if not nab n qila help me , mabye i'll still super damm mad at u !
i'm TIRED of taking care ur feeling everytimes, jaga frenship tak nak bg gaduh cuz we all know ur sensitiveness .

I accept my fren weakness and proud of their strength cuz i myself hav weakness and not a perfect human after all . But that is what we get ??
i never be fren to get any repay , what i give,my help and etc i never ask for people to repay , I'm not an angel that can be a super nice human, but i'm trying to be nice with people around, but thnkyou so much la for the nice frenship in return that i get.


THANKYOU VERY MUCH!

p/s: kau susah lepas ni, lantak lah!