may Allah bless.
yea i was about to hold my tears,
pretending i was strong and act like nothing happen,
but when i see my cousin was crying...
just cant hold it,
it bursts and wasnt easy to stop,
the tears running....for some time,
then breathe in deeply to get some strength,
but this time is diff. as compared to the time i'm losing my grandmother,
maybe i'm a bit mature than before and a lil bit stronger,
even i'm not that close to him, but we've some memmories together,
he was my tokwan, Allah knows what's the best him .