Trauma .

haha smpai harini klau tgk org mesti nak kne btul2 tgk bebola mate hitam org.
x miss a second pun..
even feel a lil bit awkward :| pd mule nye, hope dpt biasekan diri.
improving myself haha.
tp mmg tragedy meeting a crazy psycho nak mampus doctor really making me SHOCKED to dead!

xtau ape kesalahan besar me smpai dier cakap kasar dengan patient(which is me)
dier doc perempuan mlayu age 50+ kot. my nenek said she's having her menopause kot?!
bwahahaha really ar?

she didnt give me time to look at her, dier terus serang!
at first i thought she wants to give her opinion an a little advice.
yes, saye terime dgn baik even mase tu dah heran sgt.
and mase tu dier EMO gile nak mampus ahh!
and if xpandang mate dier she think it was terlalu rude i've apologize her.
admit it's my fault, if tht is wht she think, tapi itu je kot.

u know what...?!!?
her anger not just stop disitu....
tibe2 dier melemparkan kate2.....

"cantik sgt ke muke tu kat cermin? "
"kaye sgt ke diri tu ?"
"bagus sgt msuk university ?" sy pun msuk u dah kluar pun doctor lagi..

what in ur head when a doctor said tht(she more like to shout la... )

as a human,
i think she just pikir diri dier nak dihormati sbgai seorg berpangkat Dr.
seorg yg tua! seorang yg hebat! dan tah pape lagi tah.
pikir x dier how does this young girl feel? diperlaku mcm lah xde perasaan. sedih bile org marah yg teramat atas kesalahan kecil yg diperbasarkan?
pastu dimasukkan isu2 yg x make sense? like what the heck!? kan?

and i cant say any word pun to back up myself.
terlalu shocked and i was keeping my dissapointment and anger inside ,if try to bela diri she'll say i'm rude pulak.
nnt dier kate parents xpandai jage anak pulak.
There's no children wants their family diperkatekan mcm tu.
yeap Allah know how doest it feel. painful.

she's making me cry in public fr the first time , TAHNIAH if she hapy to see a girl cry.

and afta few days i think , she's STUP*D haha
and xpatut me cry bcz of her tuduhan yg xberasas!
me xbersalah langsung. i was just keep quiet and listen to her harsh words.
and i was wrong sbb tak lawan dier!
xpertahankan maruah diri sbb i still thought of hormat dier...
now i think , dier x LAYAK untuk dihormati..
siape pun dier, dato ke datin ke , she nt deserve any penghormatan even ade title depan name dier. huhh!

nenek kate i should sue her! haha xyah la kot..
tapi mom dah call to make comlaint kat owner klinik.
pegi klinik swasta kot bukan kerajaan tibe2 dpt layan mcm tu, byr bukan xbayar. bongok punye doc!!

p/s: neva thought of this kind of thing will ever happen in my life.dugaan Allah is everywhere . alhamdulillah dah leps pun :)